Disappointed

don't matter that i'm excited,
yeah, i'm excited for this,
feel like you're disappointed,
you're disappointed in me.
and it don't matter that i am oh so proud and oh so happy,
feel like you're disappointed,
you're disappointed in me.

i thought you were supposed to,
you were supposed to be,
supportive and excited,
or not opposed at least.
and it don't matter that i am proud of what i'm accomplishing,
you're not what you're supposed to,
what you're supposed to be.

'nd i guess that's how you feel,
yeah, how you feel about me,
feel like i'm not supposed to,
i'm not supposed to be free.
and it don't matter that i am soaring as i'm spreading my wings,
you think i'm not supposed to,
i'm not supposed to be free.

and i don't know
what you wanted from me
but it was something
that i couldn't give
you wanted someone
for a child but not me
you wanted someone
i don't know how to be

and i'd love to help you
help me succeed
where i've repeatedly failed
and conceded defeat
i'm just trying and vying,
aspiring to be
someone you could love,
and maybe even believe in.

but i was always clever,
and it's clear weather to see,
that you and i were never,
were never meant to be
and it don't matter that i love you and you still say you love me,
it's clear that i don't measure
up, you're disappointed in me.